January 2011
65 posts
gimme a koala →
“Fantasy is what people want, but reality is what they need”
– Lauryn Hill
“a heart is a fragile thing thats why we protect them so vigorously, give them...”
– Irv Harper
“There’s a particular brand of pit that grows in your stomach when you know...”
“as if we think we could stop the world from spinning just by being mad”
– e. wood
need
i gotta find peace of mind
excerpt
if your life is a joke
then let me be your punch line
our friends will double over with laughter
and tell their friends about us
we will be the best joke they’ve ever told
today is absolutely perfect
the weather i mean.
the sky is a soft cotton blend of pure whites and marble greys
the trees dance naked in the streets
their clothes rotten and soaked at their feet
the raindrops shimmer like 99 cent glitter your sister bought at claire’s
they sparkle on each limb stretching up to the sky
the shrubs and the sprouts faces up from below
glow their greenest hue of envy
the jealous...
dream
i had a dream i ran into john and chris and they just stared at me and walked past. they wouldn’t wave or say hi.
cant wait
Oh the clever things I should say to you They got stuck somewhere Stuck between me and you
Oh I’m nervous I don’t know what to do Light a cigarette I only smoke when I’m with you
What the hell do I do this for? You’re just another guy OK, you’re kind of sexy But you’re not really special
But I won’t mind If you take me home Come on, take me home
I won’t mind if you take off all your clothes...
im one lucky son of a bitch
FOUR DAY WEEKEND
BOYFRIEND
JOB INTERVIEW
...
4 tags
i saw inside of you and now the images haunt me
There are some things I’ll never forget
like the soft scar on your back that my fingers always traced
the feeling of lips intertwined
your breath blowing loose strands of hair from your face
your body pressed tightly to mine
the softness behind your eyes
when no one else is around
the roughness of your hands wrapped permanently around my waist
the smooth lines of your back
the...
my new years resolutions
i wanna lose 10 pounds
get better clothes
and have a lot of hot sex.
ya. that sounds about right.
tired and regretful somedays
I am sick of this.
This is not what I wanted and today I’d rather be somewhere else.
see now
when i knew you were watching
i wished that you weren’t
but now that you’ve turned away
i miss the power of your stare
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guilty conscious
survivor guilt
a deep feeling of guilt often experienced by those who have survived some catastrophe that took the lives of many others; derives in part from a feeling that they did not do enough to save the others who perished
Like the summer sunshine pour your sweetness over...
3 tags
a story about why
after weeks of waiting for you, hoping you’d come around
and listening to you repeat
shes not my girlfriend…(yet? i’d always think)
there was the night you told me
i think I could get with hotter girls
that was the first time you broke me
please just let me have these last two weeks
its finals. i cant do this without you
when its break i’ll have sam and everything...